I completely understand the struggle and the feeling that no matter what you try, no matter what you learn, it’s all in vain, because nothing ever works. It sucks, big time!
I have had many successes in my life, but really, those don't make you who you are... while they are awesome and super great... it's the tough shit that shows you who you are...it's those moments when you think all is lost, that you have to dig in and connect with yourself. For the longest time, well, my entire life really, I didn't know how. I just thought I had to work hard, work longer, try more, do more, do this, do that.... blah blah blah... 😩
I have been in deep pain, in deep misery, I have drank too much, I have taken too many pills, I have lost loved ones, I have shamed my own body and used unhealthy methods to 'lose weight', I have made excuses, I have blamed others, I have been in near financial ruins multiple times, I have put on a real good 'face' so that I could just survive day to day...
And today, I stand tall and confident, believing I can do anything I desire in life, I'm healthy, love my body... take 100% responsibility for my life, have complete faith in the Universe and that life is happening for me...welcoming the energy of money into my life... but it was a CHOICE, and it IS a CHOICE every single day. It's not magic with the tools I have, it just gets easier and easier because I have worked on that little piece of my mind called the "subconscious". Didn't even realize that powerful badass was such a huge influencer, but wow... 👊